Identity (Explicit)
midwxst"Identity (Explicit)" is a song by midwxst, released in 2021 in the Pop genre. The song is 3:08 long and contains 56 lines and 499 words.
Lyrics
0:22I struggle with myself and my identity
0:25The drugs seem to help, they my amenity
0:27I said I needed help, you were not there for me
0:30You said you were my friend but you're an enemy
0:33I struggle with myself and my identity
0:35The drugs seem to help, they my amenity
0:38I said I needed help, you were not there for me
0:40You said you were my friend but you're an enemy
0:43I hide my feelings, don’t want hurt anyone close
0:47I don’t wanna bring you into my mess so it's better you don’t know
0:53I know that I might’ve have messed up but everybody fucks up
0:55Open up my wound even though I know it's a deep cut
0:58Holding this shit in but I know enough is enough
1:00Never wanna talk about it, never wanna discuss
1:03Fall into this mindset, I can’t shake it I can’t leave
1:09Don’t let anyone into my life, I think its bad for me
1:14Keep my thoughts inside my head, don’t wanna fuck up, make a scene
1:19I don’t trust a lot of people because I always get deceived
1:25Sick and tired, I don’t wanna be the nice guy
1:28You hurt me bad so now you’re gonna pay a high price
1:30I shoulda seen it coming, coming in my hindsight
1:33I’m losing track of the time, look at how time flies
1:35Always seem to forget, I always seem to regret
1:38Cutting everyone off, don’t wanna talk wanna connect
1:41Lipstick on my neck, I miss it now I regret
1:44Cigarettes on my lips, smell chemicals on my breath
1:47Telling tales of fantasy
1:49Slowly fall into catastrophe
1:52I slowly burn in agony
1:54My tears will fall stain on my tee
1:57You got me in your trance and I can’t seem to shake it
2:02No one ever wants to listen, keep my mouth closed, I won’t say shit
2:07I struggle with myself and my identity
2:10The drugs seem to help, they my amenity
2:13I said I needed help, you were not there for me
2:17You said you were my friend but you're an enemy
2:19I struggle with myself and my identity
2:21The drugs seem to help, they my amenity
2:24I said I needed help, you were not there for me
2:26You said you were my friend but you're an enemy
2:29Tell but no one knows
2:31Feel this way, don’t show
2:34Hold your words, don’t choke
2:37Keep it in control
2:39Tell but no one knows
2:42Feel this way, don’t show
2:44Hold your words, don’t choke
2:47Keep it in control
2:50Scars on my body but I think they are a keepsake
2:52Tryna be nice to everybody, everyone wanna be fake
2:54Thankful for my friends and my family, know I appreciate
2:57Know that I need help 'cause I been trapped inside this bad place
3:00Depression coming in and don’t know if it’ll stop
3:02Self confidence, it comes up and it drops
3:05Don’t know if it's worth, it's worth the talk
3:08I don’t wanna drag you into this at all
I struggle with myself and my identity The drugs seem to help, they my amenity I said I needed help, you were not there for me You said you were my friend but you're an enemy I struggle with myself and my identity The drugs seem to help, they my amenity I said I needed help, you were not there for me You said you were my friend but you're an enemy I hide my feelings, don’t want hurt anyone close I don’t wanna bring you into my mess so it's better you don’t know I know that I might’ve have messed up but everybody fucks up Open up my wound even though I know it's a deep cut Holding this shit in but I know enough is enough Never wanna talk about it, never wanna discuss Fall into this mindset, I can’t shake it I can’t leave Don’t let anyone into my life, I think its bad for me Keep my thoughts inside my head, don’t wanna fuck up, make a scene I don’t trust a lot of people because I always get deceived Sick and tired, I don’t wanna be the nice guy You hurt me bad so now you’re gonna pay a high price I shoulda seen it coming, coming in my hindsight I’m losing track of the time, look at how time flies Always seem to forget, I always seem to regret Cutting everyone off, don’t wanna talk wanna connect Lipstick on my neck, I miss it now I regret Cigarettes on my lips, smell chemicals on my breath Telling tales of fantasy Slowly fall into catastrophe I slowly burn in agony My tears will fall stain on my tee You got me in your trance and I can’t seem to shake it No one ever wants to listen, keep my mouth closed, I won’t say shit I struggle with myself and my identity The drugs seem to help, they my amenity I said I needed help, you were not there for me You said you were my friend but you're an enemy I struggle with myself and my identity The drugs seem to help, they my amenity I said I needed help, you were not there for me You said you were my friend but you're an enemy Tell but no one knows Feel this way, don’t show Hold your words, don’t choke Keep it in control Tell but no one knows Feel this way, don’t show Hold your words, don’t choke Keep it in control Scars on my body but I think they are a keepsake Tryna be nice to everybody, everyone wanna be fake Thankful for my friends and my family, know I appreciate Know that I need help 'cause I been trapped inside this bad place Depression coming in and don’t know if it’ll stop Self confidence, it comes up and it drops Don’t know if it's worth, it's worth the talk I don’t wanna drag you into this at all
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