Void In My Life (Album Version|Explicit)

Void In My Life - Justin Nozuka
When I look back at my life
I realize-realize something ain't right
I'm missing you Lord
In my life make it right
I got something to decide
Just wanna make-wanna make everything right
Cause there's a huge void
A huge void in my life make it right
I'm staring up at the Pope
It soak it up while he spoke it
Mesmerized and repeated
Like he the author that wrote it
The broads are the ones I love
Just don't wanna be the corporate
So waiting for death to approach this
Take the time to say no sis
I don't hate ya
For having these little seeds
At 17 best believe they're a beautiful breeze
Of fresh air when their's nothing else
I usually need
Just a smile look at em now
Hoping you just believe
And my broad been in place forever
I'm gone but I'm chasing cheddar
Been gone could of kept it going
With a poem or a basic letter
But naw I just hate to tell her
Try hard but I didn't let her
The groupies get at your boy
But you're my Cinderella
Look girl we can make it better
But there's a gift and a curse
While you healing a ni**a feelings
Your's are usually hurt
It ain't amount of cash on Earth
To match what you really worth
Know your turf has been the church
That's where you put in work
And you put in overtime
Because you know the sign
And most danger that I've been lately
Rap is mo' than rhymes
But you still hold me down
I'ma do way mo' this time
Got some time that I need to manage
Girl you know that's right
And that's speaken like a true deacon
Cause even to see you sleeping
That comfortabally ain't enough for me
Anything that you needing
I'll cease anything that squeaks
And cease any sink that leaks
Ain't nothing gon interrupt
Your sleep deep into them sheets and peep
When I look back at my life
I realize-realize something ain't right
I'm missing you Lord
In my life make it right
I got something to decide
Just wanna make-wanna make everything right
Cause there's a huge void
A huge void in my life make it right
How your father call the police
Have your mama put in the jail
When the arguments always started
And ended up in a cell
Hard to it was the thought of this
Ring that you use to wear
As I darted out the apartment
And pawned it to get the bail
Argument after argument
Drama wasn't hitting well
Target it ain't no harm in it
Smart so I didn't tell
God that it was the hardest
Yeah life was a living hell
Spent part of it steady dodging it
Charging off in the trails
Father say he a M****m
Your mama say she a Christian
The Bible or the Koran
Which one would you be picking
The cards are in your palm
Ain't really no use in tripping
Be true to the one you choose
Ain't really no use in switching
Yeah they gon have to be mad at us
Choice is something I had to trust
Standing up when I had enough
For my blessings not adding up
Take too many things for granted
Right after that metal gedal bust
Somebody's life is missing
That's when the spirit grabbing us
When I look back at my life
I realize-realize something ain't right
I'm missing you Lord
In my life make it right
I got something to decide
Just wanna make-wanna make everything right
Cause there's a huge void
A huge void in my life make it right
A religion is what you missing
Someone tell me how can it
Make people panic
Mention God and all the weak people vanish
Take God your woman and your family
Even your own life for granted
Until you slanted on the planet
With your face in the granite
And I won't have it
I don't wanna see my coaching divided
So I decided to remind it
There's a choice and provide it
So put your ego to the side
Soon as you standing beside it
Raise your right hand
And let the spirit know it's invited
Don't need to fight it
I just wanna make it right
'Fore they bury me
Cause the truth is like therapy
Plus my conscience is tearing me
Into pieces as deadly was dealt
Was not even fair to me
To the soldiers that passed in the game
We missing you terribly
Thank my family especially
In my mind like telepathy
Staying humble's the recipe
Keep my faith and he blessing me
I use the energy left in me
To make sure they respecting me
Walk the steps of my destiny
Like I know he protecting me
I'm a leader believe the people
Won't get to see less of me
No they won't see the death of me
Or no police arresting me
I live life so successfully
And just show em the best of me
On another level mentally
This position was meant for me
When I look back at my life
I realize-realize something ain't right
I'm missing you Lord
In my life make it right
I got something to decide
Just wanna make-wanna make everything right
Cause there's a huge void
A huge void in my life make it right
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