Nothing Changes (Explicit)

This is what the Gods must have been talking about
When they told me nothing changes
Falling through the Pleiades straight into a cloud
Wishing all the stars could save me
And I feel strange
Like I shouldn't be here
Let me know if you receive me
If I could change then I wouldn't be here
Oh nothing's gonna change believe me
So don't lead me on
This is what the birds must have been squawking about
Right before the dream was ending
And maybe you'd have heard if you'd stopped ******* around
When it was time to stop pretending
That I could change and I wouldn't be here
Oh when did all the Gods deceive me
I should change
I shouldn't be here
But nothing's gonna change believe me
Believe me
Thrust the dagger into the night valiant flailing
Sisyphean daily life endless straining
Fortify the curtain walls but nothing's storming
Push the boulder off to the side
La la la la la la la
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La la la
This is what the Gods must have been talking about
When they told me nothing changes