Body Dysmorphia. (Live At Royal Albert Hall|Explicit)

I think when I grow older I'm going to get a nosejob
I have a bump in my nose and it's ugly ugly
When I grow up I want to be skinny
But with an hourglass figure figure
I hope I'll be pretty when I grow up
Or I think I'll be sad
Or I think I'll be sad
I let my fingers pinch my skin
I'm so hungry I can't sleep but I know if I eat
Then I'll be in the bathroom on my knees
I hate the way my face is square
I hate my arms inside these sleeves
For this hourglass we all desire
I wear three corsets underneath
Xl t-shirts baggy jeans so
I don't have to stress about it
Marijuana every day so I cannot obsess about it
How can I expect you to romance me
Touch my body baby
So I don't want to take it off for you
And so you turn the lights off
I don't really like my body
But knowing it's my only body
I should prolly call call somebody
I should really show you how I'm feeling inside
Matter fact I'm glad you called me
I've been hiding I been high
And I've been sleeping hungry
I hug my knees I squeeze my waist
There's so much that I want to change
Yes lately I've been thinking
'Bout the ways to rearrange my face
I wanna cut pieces off
Looking in the mirror
Want to take a pair of scissors sadly dear
I wanna cut pieces off
Lately I've been so depressed about it
No one sees what I can see
And I'm so
******* scared about it
How can I expect you to romance me touch my body baby
I don't want to take it off for you until you
I don't really like my body
But knowing it's my only body
I should prolly call somebody
And I should really show you how
I'm feeling inside
Matter fact I'm glad you called me
I've been hiding I been high
And I've been sleeping hungry yeah
Mmh matter fact I'm glad you called me
I've been
I don't really like my body
But knowing it's my only body
I should prolly call somebody
Or take my clothes off for the royal albert hall
And show my body
Yea yeah
Thank you