Code Red (Explicit)

Code Red - Jean Grae/Block McCloud
See every life brings a moment of intense hatred
Body inseminated with foul thoughts and  patience
Most likely waited out
Chasing the cloud before you start thinking of
Lacing a crowd of people with a round of bullets flying free
Visioning bodies dying in threes
Temperature dropping from 98 6 degrees
And their souls leaving their bodily shell
Flee the scene
Before the cops arrive and shoot you up until you rotting in Hell
I'm saying  I know that most of y'all relating
Even hatred flashbacks  are subsequently losing it
Niggas without guns are those who used to using it
With index fingers locked in trigger-pulling positions
No matter which category you fit in  listen
It's a dark day  cluttered thoughts like crowds on   parkways
Try to calm your heart with spears
Your girl cheated on you with your cousin
Or she tells you that she's eating for two  and then you find out that she really wasn't
Your man hit on your mom  your dad dislocated your arm
For fighting with him when he knew he was wrong
Your boss fired you  the week before the rent is due
Your wife lied to you
Your husband caught him with a guy or two  you're trying to
Just not invoke the spirit of Satan into your hands
Do something you might regret  cause something has gotta
This demon is creeping up to the surface of your brain
Working overtime to plan escapes from running from your murder route   nervous
I've heard it before  cause I've been there
Balanced on a thin line ready to topple at any time or anywhere
Anytime  anywhere
Anytime  anywhere
Cause love
So difficult to live it up  just give it up
Let's switch it up to hate  let's b**ch and fuss
You see cause love is based on trust
And I've been hurt too much to take that leap of faith
I'll wrap and keep it safe and save face
So say your grace cause we just don't give a f**k
I can hear voices screaming of angels and devils scheming
To crawl up my shoulders and just duke it out
Throw it up  puke it out
The pit of my stomach is bleeding
The sh*t that I'm thinking is turning me green
And I'm losing it quick  confusing random people
Walking with niggas that I wanna get back
The slack of my stride is
My feet knocking on pavement like I'm cracking it in fours
My mental math is way off course
Columbus style  my dental work is fake out smiles
Hating myself for fading into the pit of the blackness
No anger management course can even switch a track of
Thinking I'm sinking in deeper  meeting the reaper  chilling
Sipping shots of tequila  while he's kicking it to women  where's the ether
Breathe the sulfur  the brimstone
Fear and suffering alone
and comfort me like Jim Jones
Recruiting clones and   clans
The pick of the litter    follow the leader  then sinking in quicksand
With no particular plan  I'm just slick with a sinister scam
Politicking  promising to deliver the land
'Til they kissing the ring on the hand of the king
The gospel  spreading like a venomous thing
'Til my name in the tenements ring  generous with nothing
Greedy with the riches  for all the times I got
Beat in this business  cheating on b**ches
Feeding the sickness  like a cancer eating at your skin
Leaving you titless  witless  only Jehovah would witness
Satan is grinning cause he's winning  loving the hatred
In this age where nothing is sacred
We covet thy neighbor's wives  under the covers  they mothers lie
Naked with they daughter's baby's fathers
In the wake of modern day harvest
Cities burn like
The   nightmares might occur again anytime  anywhere
Anytime  anywhere
Anytime  anywhere
Gases that you breathing and dying
The heat of the night  the streets are bright with heat seekers in flight
Them patriot missiles that whistle and streak through the skies
People fight for their right to kiss their freedom goodbye
I don't love her  but I keep it inside and never speak of the times I cheated
I just beat her and leave her believing the lies
I'm trying to stop the leak in my eye
I cry for the weak who have pride  but won't see a piece of the pie
Who forfeit them to the system and let it eat them alive
Listen my mission is to sufficiently try
Not to lose a piece of my mind
And change to a deranged piece of a guy
And take aim at the ones that chain us by the feet and leave us die
And told us the evilest lie
To the people that fed them *** in needles to get high
Conspiracy theory is clear to me
But when I speak  my people don't hear me  I'm getting followed by M I B
Constantly fearing retaliation for my revelation
I find myself panicking in a train station
My nation is racist  I hate this
I'm anxious to take this   sh*t and blast my way out of a matrix
This world of fakeness is faceless  face it
Every life has its moment of intense hatred
Cause love
So difficult to live it up  just give it up
Let's switch it up to hate  let's b**ch and fuss
You see cause love is based on trust
And I've been hurt too much to take that leap of faith
I'll wrap and keep it safe and save face
So say your grace cause we just don't give a f**k
So difficult to live it up  just give it up
Let's switch it up to hate  let's b**ch and fuss
You see cause love is based on trust
And I've been hurt too much to take that leap of faith
I'll wrap and keep it safe and save face
So say your grace cause we just don't give a f**k