When I Fall Apart (Side B Flip) (Explicit)

"Part of me wants to chuck this shit in a garbage disposal, but the other part of me wants to hear what you have to say because part of me wants to forgive u and still love you. Ugh, fuck it i'mma play it. "
"Yo hey I wrote u a fucking song and I just wanna play it for you, dude get the fuck out I'm tryna record this."
When I fall in love
I fall apart
I know it's improbable
But I'm unstoppable
'Cus he doesn't know who I am
I've lost my point of view and I cannot stand
It's been so long
I'm a
I fall for the wild and turn to a pile
And you don't even know who I am
I've lost my point of view and I still can't stand
And you don't even know who I am
I've lost my point of view and I still can't stand
So I fell in love
And I fell apart
He needed my heart
Until bruising and scarred
And I don't even know who I am
I've waited for too long and I've turned to sand
So tell me is this what it's like to be
In love