Phases

I'm sorry I forgot the things that I promised
But are we tryin' or are we just payin' homage
What was our path has come and gone in a flash
My life was moving too fast to react
No direction how'd I get here
Every lesson I've destroyed
Second guessin' safety measures
To rappel out of the void
I wouldn't bet I find the exit
There's no blessings in disguise
When you're the only thing I recognize
I never really tried to stop
But you never really tried to save it
I never thought I'd be thrown
Off by the changes
I never really tried to stop
But you never letted me explain it
Yeah I'll be waiting
Somewhere caught in the phases
When I was clean yeah
We were so ******* on it
You thought you'd seen
Exactly what you wanted
You took all of me and only
Stayed for the half
I was berated and bashed every
Time I stated the facts yeah oh
No direction how'd I get here
Every lesson I've destroyed
Second guessin' safety measures
To rappel out of the void
I wouldn't bet I find the exit
There's no blessings in disguise
When you're the only thing I recognize
I never really tried to stop
But you never really tried to save it
I never thought I'd be thrown off by the changes
I never really tried to stop
But you never letted me explain it
Yeah I'll be waiting somewhere caught in the phases
Come and find me find me again
I'll get behind your last attempt
To climb that mountain if you can
I'll be waitin' estimating all the weight of my offense
I never really tried to stop
But you never really tried to save it
I never thought I'd be thrown off by the changes
I never really tried to stop
But you never letted me explain it
Yeah I'll be waiting somewhere
Caught in the phases yeah