Something I'm Not (Explicit)

How can I be somethin' I'm not
Yeah yeah
I guess a broken soul no don't make a happy home
Hey
If they 'cross me then they're dead to me
And they ain't even deceased
Runnin' through these streets
And I can't even find no kind of piece
Stripes all on the whip and
I ain't even signed no kind of lease
Headed to the top I need a harness 'cause the climate steep
Uh G6 take you 'round the world
And you can make some condo
Never looked at n***as with no envy thinkin' that should be us
Yeah you can never text again or you can make a fuss
I'll just have more money if I'm lonely with a million bucks
Everythin' unfoldin' like a chapter in a children's book
From the window to the plane I can tell the city crooked
I can see you in the spotlight how you're ******* it up
Couple pretty b***hes I keep with me that
I never touched touched
How can I be somethin' I'm not
I know a broken soul don't make a happy home
Questionin' myself like how can I be somethin' I'm not
I grew from the mud like a plant in a pot
I pop like a Jack in the box
My stock went straight to the top
Got big rocks that make the temperature drop
Yellin' RIP my pops
Wishin' I could press Rewind
And get lil' Michael out that box
And it's ******* with my mind
But the grind don't ever stop
Got me prayin' for my sunshine oh yeah
And I'm focused so it's money everywhere
My whole night was based around paper-chasin'
I'm goin' out to Cali' and it's like a vacation
F**k a red light I'm in the Hellcat racin'
I know them blessings comin' but it's hard to stay patient
How can I be somethin' I'm not
I know a broken soul don't make a happy home
How can I be somethin' I'm not
Gold TAs let me take
You somewhere more appropriate appropriate
Purple haze maybe we've been rollin'
It and smokin' chokin'
Brighter days I remember dreamin' 'bout this ****
Yeah 'bout this ****
Tidal waves I was on one when
I wrote this **** wrote this ****
Got the Drac' I'm tryna get me
A billion just like Dr Dre
Not today n***as tryna stop me got 'em out my way
Keepin' it real free of charge but they had to pay uh
Keepin' it G is free of charge but they had to pay
Dirty sneaks just from runnin'
Errands had to throw 'em away
When I lay her down at night
I pray to God my soul to take
Thirty-piece tryna put it up
It's time to up the stakes
Twenty pounds of money on me
I'm startin' to think I'm overweight
My whole day was based around paper-chasin'
Send the duffel on the plane and disappear like bae-cation
I know a broken soul don't make a happy home
How can I be somethin' I'm not
How can I be someone who
I can touch oh yeah