Angel (Explicit)

Never cared 'bout bein' immortalised
How can I stand with the opps and not with the tribe
They sell you a dream and then want you to glorify
Got a rude awakenin' by ignorin' up all the signs
Why did I give you the keys to authorise **** on my behalf
Now I'm scarred and mortified
What did I expect from those livin' the corporate life
Unfortunately honesty isn't normalised
Had to get my **** together and get organised
If your hand's in my pockets I'm callin' up all the guys
Though I don't wanna be the reason of more divide
Guess that's in my nature of bein' a water sign
I'm sort of like
Nothing is makin' sense in my awkward mind
Give me your ears to lend me for the night
Shootin' in the dark guess I never saw the light
Revoke access I'm runnin' it back yes
Missin' opportunities I wish I was that pressed
Yeah I say that **** with my d**n chest
You need me and you feel the loss of my absence
The novelty wears oft after a few years
After a few tears from challengin' new fears
Learnin' everything I didn't on the come up
We was too busy makin' music till the sun up
Every day through the summer
Didn't learn the business and now I'm duckin' for cover
What a **** up
Might just leave a bad taste thinkin' I'm a sucker
Come up out my d**n face n***a did I stutter
It's gon' be a sad case if you see my brothers
I can see how an artist can get tainted frustrated
They don't care if your mental is on the brink of somethin' dark
As long as you're cuttin' somebody's payslip
And sendin' their kids to private school in a spaceship
Yeah I refuse to be on a slave ship
Give me all my masters and lower your wages
Huh what I'm bringin' to the table
Is more than a feast for the belly of the beast
Didn't know I'm droppin' somethin' heavy for the streets
**** the politics I'm goin' Meghan on you neeks
I need the best seats in the house
When the truth unfolds it's gonna be one hell of a scene
Harry listenin' from Heaven on repeat
He was backin' it when nobody believed
"Play the game play the game" is what they scream
You can play the game I don't see the need no
Feel so alive
I woke up and I prayed for a sign
I know good things take time
God sent me you as an angel
When you're alone
The little thoughts that nobody knows
Hardest thing to do was stay strong
I knew I needed an angel
My Saturn return in effect
Life doesn't come with presets
My frequency's seamless
They want you give more expect you to dream less
Got me confessin' all my secrets
You ain't the only one under deep stress
Please don't take my kindness for a weakness
Get G checked for your disrespect
Perception and observation is clinical
More headspace I've been shavin' off my occipital
They say you can't hate who you don't love
And they say love is unconditional
I'm ready to do the unthinkable
**** rules and everything that's traditional
Giving your heart to someone might
Just leave you in a somethin' somethin'
Feel so alive
I woke up and I prayed for a sign
I know good things take time
God sent me you as an angel
When you're alone
The little thoughts that nobody knows
Hardest thing to do was stay strong
I knew I needed an angel
An angel
How you go against the same system you were colonised by
Brother your whole ting compromised
Havin' these conversations with self and nobody else
Thinkin' they don't understand my thinkin' when I socialise
I need a angel with me for armour
I need accountability partner
I know that all these blessings are karma
I need a fire lit by the seaside
Purest manuka up in my beehive
Give me a second and let the beat ride
Is there a golden key to the sweet life
I don't know what's got into me
But at least I'm makin' time for self
And not others when I got free time
New woman
Don't tell me I shouldn't just because you couldn't
They say "Don't you give up too much of the truth to 'em"
Well I got nine more songs in the boot for 'em
Figure this is the moment I gotta speak now
Head high back straight feet down
Posture goin' crazy
Had to stand tall while they were tryin' to break me
**** that you n***as didn't make me
And I say you will never infiltrate me
Dim my light
Are you crazy
Yo we two worlds apart you know lady lady lady
Flo and I comin' like DeNiro and Scorsese
Stop tryin' to box me in there's no way you can place me
Hit 'em with a classic then I got a little lazy
Had to get a pen when I remembered that I'm JAY-Z
Had to cut you off because I found out you were snaky
I got angels guidin' my steps
Guardin' my life from now until death
Perspective is everything and I wonder what they see
Hurt people hurt people I get it but don't play me
My Saturn return in effect
Life doesn't come with presets
My frequency's seamless
So please don't take my kindness for a weakness
'Cause I got angels