Count It (Explicit)

B**ch, you're just mad
You think you know me and you don't
You don't know the real-life situations
I've been through and what really goes on in my life
All you know is what you see
Don't believe everything you see on the internet
I'm just tired of everybody's opinion
Like y'all need to just hear the real story
Stomp that B**ch
Finally reached out to my dad
We met at the mall on some other sh*t
Pissed off by his tattoos
'Cause they had the names of his other kids
Like f**k me, I don't exist
And you actin' like I'm s'posed to praise you?
My whole life you bought a pair of J's
Now you think I'm s'posed to say, "Thank you"?
Swear I knew I didn't need dad
My mom was pissed, I was sellin' pills
Couldn't even afford rehab
So she put me on Dr. ****
Got on stage and f**kin' blacked out
I look up, I'm in a ranch now
Did four months in solitary
Bet that y'all know it ain't a act now
f**k it, hit a ho with no bars
I remember seein' Clay kill a staff member,
Jimmy with a crowbar
They fled the scene in Alicia's car
Came home jumped on the scene
I look online and I'm a f**kin' meme
Said I'd shoot my mom, I on't go f**kin' mean
You don't know what I seen
What the f**k you mean?
I took all the pain in my heart
Carried that sh*t to the charts
Even when they protested, I still got more blessings
I never dissed my mom to get some attention
Take a second and listen
'Fore you give your dumbass opinion, you B**ch
You ain't seen nothin'
You don’t know what I’ve been through
You haven't been there with me
So don't tell me what I went through
Don't tell me that I disrespect my mom for the f**k of it
Don't tell me I’m just bad for the f**k of it
B**ch you don't know my life
You don’t know what I been through
Unless you were there with me
You can't tell me nothing ho
So after 6 months of being on Dr. **** show
I finally got home (Finally I was gone for so long)
And I got home from a ranch
And it was pretty miserable
I had no touch (f**king horrible)
Like I was not in touch with the internet
I did not know what was going on
To the real world (At all)
This place was far away from anything
Like no phones no internet no nothing
Like there wasn't even service there (nothing)
And a couple a weeks after being home
I finally decided that I wanted a meet
With my best friend again
(I just missed her and I wanted to see her again)
Someone who was not good for me at all
But I ended up going to her house to see her
And instantly like I say it was the next day
'Cause she had slept over my house
We just got back to doing our old sh*t again
Smoking
Like like trying to finesse people for money
Like just doing really really dumb sh*t again
(Like really really dumb sh*t)
So since I was back outside the house
My mom decided to give me my phone
Because I was running around with Zandaline
(Take your phone back dani)
She wanted to make sure that if something happened
I could be able to call her or whatever
So (Just in case)
I logged into my Instagram
That I hadn’t been on for almost 7 months now
(Should of just stayed off of it)
And every all these people were following me
Everyone was commenting on my pictures
I had almost like 500,000 followers
And I was like what the f**k is this
So I went on the explore page
And there was a bunch of memes
That was just my face
That said catch me outside
And I was like
What the f**k is this
Like I had never
Like I never even imagined that would happen
(This sh*ts just so stupid)
Like I didn't even remember saying catch me outside
That's the funniest thing
Like until I seen the bit from the show
I didn't even remember I said that
Like that sh*t was so irrelevant
(This sh*t's so irrelevant)
Like it was just some random ass sh*t
So like a couple weeks later I had 600,000 followers
And it was crazy I was like
These people didn’t even know if it was my real account
Like I had never verified that it was my real sh*t
So it was kind of crazy
(They were just following it cause I guess
People had liked my pictures) And then my
And Then now this guy Adam had knocked on my door
And I was like can I help you like what do you want
And he was like
Do you sing? Do you rap? Do you do anything?
And he was like well I wanna bring you to LA
So me I was like LA okay cool
(Just trust me I'll make you a star)
So I went out there
I met Meechie and I met um Adam's management partner dan
(I got you that check Barb are we cool)
And I stayed out there for a little bit
I did some interviews
And did some videos and stuff
And then
I went back to Florida
And me and ZZ were just like walking like the streets
Where it's like going to the beach and stuff
And people kept taking pictures of me
And they kept like
We kept getting into fights
And like even some of ZZ’s friends got into fights about me
And I was getting sued for it I was getting blamed for it
So I then I hired my body guard Frank (hey I'm Frank)
Because he a big ass muhf**ker
And he'll beat up everybody and they mama
(Just go f**k yourself)
So me and ZZ had went somewhere with one of her friends
And we ended up getting tattoos that night
And I didn't tell Adam I was gonna do it
Because I didn't think he would care like
I didn't think he really like gave a f**k
So I ended up getting a tattoo
The tattoo I have on my arm (It says family first)
And I went home
And Adam had called me and he
Or he FaceTimed me and he seen it
And he was like oh my god
Your going to f**king
You're you're you're going back to LA
I can't have you out here doing this sh*t
Like you're going to f**k yourself
You're going to get in trouble
This is not happening anymore
So before he had sent me back to LA
That day I met this girl Gabby
Who I then started dating
Or talking to for a couple months
(I don't know why.. I really don't know why)
And I was living with her in her trailer
And it was crazy like every time I'd go outside
Like there was all the neighborhood kids
Were surrounding like her house
(Everyone wanted to see me and take pictures)
And meanwhile while my dad
Was trying to get back in my life
And I didn't understand why
So I told him like
No I don't want you to be in my life
Like 14 years and you haven't been here
Now all of a sudden
You see I have fans and followers and all this
And now you wanna get back in my life like no
It's not gonna work that way (Nope)
He didn't like that so he went to press
He went to other cops (Everywhere you could imagine)
He went to news stations
And other TV hosts and all this sh*t
Facebook, Instagram, twitter (Dumbass)
Talking all the sh*t he possibly could
Just trying to sabotage my whole career(He just wanted money)
That wasn't a career yet(He just wanted his voice to be heard)
He wanted to make sure that every time I went to court
He went as well and tried to f**k sh*t up
He lied to the judge
Told the judge I was suicidal
Told the judge I needed sexual ed classes
Like just a bunch of unnecessary bullsh*t
So fast forward f**k my dad (f**k his B**ch P***y ass)
Then my manager was like okay
Let's go to this recording studio
I have a few people I want you to meet
So I went there,
I met this A&R Aton (What's good Bhad Bhabie)
And he was like well we have this song
Like we want you to record it
We want to see how you sound
(We gotta try this out, lets try this)
And it was just literally just
Hi Bich, Hi Bich, Hi Bich
It was not no other (it's just a hook right now)
(But we'll work on this) No other lyrics
It was just a beat and the words "Hi Bich"
So we made some verses and finished the hook
(Yo Aton this sh*t is fire) And Aton loved the song
(Dan, Adam, Mike Caren call the lawyers)
And he was like you know what
You're gold
I wanna sign you