selfish hate

I hear you're someone's something
Now you're just something I run from
Took the subway from tasker morris
This was your stop almost forgot
Now I walk slow
I'm scared of muscle memory
What's gonna happen when I see
All of those notes you left for me
Sincerely little mustard seed
Now I walk home
And I I swear you see right through me
Do the next
One when I when I when I
When I pretend it's nothing to me
Is it selfish to only want somebody when you're helpless
Or only when you're thinking with your pelvis
Can anybody tell me what the hell this means
It's selfish to only want somebody when you're helpless
Or only when you're thinking with your pelvis
Can anybody tell me what the hell this means
Okay
I know I'm far from perfect
But it still always hurts me when
You treat me like your burden
Communicate through middle men
So we talk slow
And I I swear you see right through me
Do the next
One when I when I when I
When I pretend it's nothing to me
Is it selfish to only want somebody when you're helpless
Or only when you're thinking with your pelvis
Can anybody tell me what the hell this means
It's selfish to only want somebody when you're helpless
Or only when you're thinking with your pelvis
Can anybody tell me what the hell this means
Pretty sure I lost my wallet
I really wish that I could call it
Really wish that I could call it
Quits with you
I sent a drunk text sober
Knowing you wouldn't come over
Knowing that it's not October anymore
You're so sweet and I'm so bitter
Eating dinner with your pictures again
It's never fair it's always true I hate that I'm in love
With you again
I'm celebrating in the worst way
By listening to Mitski on my birthday
Telling all my friends I'm fine just stay away
Hoping that you'll ask me if I'm okay
Hoping that you'll ask me if I'm okay
Hoping that you'll ask me if I'm okay okay
Hoping that you'll ask me if I'm okay
You're so sweet and I'm so bitter
Eating dinner with your pictures again
It's never fair it's always true I hate that I'm in love