Listen To Me (Explicit)

uhh uhh where am i going
where am i yo it's ill
yo my wife's tired of f**king me
life tries ducking me
luckily i find 'em just at the right time
mack in my right arm tequila bottle in
my left arm like cristian
watching my life go keeping myself in
wolves in the night yo hells men
two revolvers i can let twelve spin
hop in my benz push it to the limit
buck-sixty who wit' me my quest to well
twisted blunts and inner conscience
telling me that i ain't s**t
no matter how much cash i sit with
still gotta ask the lord for forgiveness
my precious baby girl came like forty nights of rain
to replenish my adolescent brain
blessed be her name before her birth i was insane
so i drive the cooler pressure down delay the pain
i ate from these poisonous f**ked up streets
tasted larceny it was sweet i starved for more to eat
though i took that was to live hope god will forgive
as odd as it is the more i gain the harder it is
to maintain B*****s playin' games
niggas snitchin' i ain't saying names
but y'all niggas better watch how y'all slang
lost so many close niggas drunk almost crashed
i'm going too fast highway patrol will just flash
lights in my rearview if they stop me i hope they lock me
instead they speed ahead
yo n***a watch me
i'm drunk by myself gun under my seat
i don't want none of my peeps caught up in none of my beef
i'm a ride to the end of the road if i have to
praying no car speeds by for me to crash to
steering wheel in my hand
trying to hold it steady
anything in my way is dead
cause that's the way i feel i am already
when i'm drunk by myself alone in the zone
drunk by myself
heard niggas hate me but i hated too once
been in the shoes of a wolf in the night when he hunts
for every shell niggas bust we bust at ourselves
can't tell them niggas nothing though bullets wak'em up well
take them to hell
stick up niggas once ran up on me
my deckited lifestyle attracted sharks on me
i ain't your mark homey
it's hard to look straight my foot on the brake
spilling my bottle not even shook of the jakes
could hardly look both ways put out the hayes blurry vision
think about the time in my life before i was in televison
hella women jealous niggas up in my vision
since we all hood niggas expect kilos
for what they not seeing is police expect rico
only if i could take care of everybody intoxicated
windows up blastin a c going wherever instinct takes me
i hate it when i'm like this
the bottle's my accomplice
i'm drunk by myself gun under my seat
i don't want none of my peeps caught up in none of my beef
i'm a ride to the end of the road if i have to
praying no car speeds by for me to crash to
steering wheel in my hand
trying to hold it steady
anything in my way is dead
cause that's the way i feel i am already
when i'm drunk by myself alone in the zone
drunk by myself
the reason that i want to be alone
tired of all the things that went wrong
that would have went right if i would have did it on my own
take another swigg
the more i drink the more i think bad thoughts
fake friends who hung around who wanna bring you down
not knowing who to trust runors about niggas coming through
supposedly to shoot at us not knowing what was true
or what to believe that's why i'm on the low lately
choosing a henny bottle over a friend lost again
to keep my mind off that weak s**t
there's love through it all things to live for
i swerve almost crash into a wall
think about the good find myself laughing
turn the cell off no way to be reached
know i'm near my crib trying to see my way through the streets
reminded of the positive i take my drunk ass home
start feeling out of it can't wait to get out of this whip
bring my ass to the crib
i'm tired
i'm drunk by myself gun under my seat
i don't want none of my peeps caught up in none of my beef
i'm a ride to the end of the road if i have to
praying no car speeds by for me to crash to
steering wheel in my hand
trying to hold it steady
anything in my way is dead
cause that's the way i feel i am already
when i'm drunk by myself alone in the zone
drunk by myself