Barefoot in Snow

You tell me a secret I'm tellin' no soul
All this pain in your pocket is heavy to hold
I wish you were patient enough with yourself but
It's dark in the hole you're barefoot in snow
We worship the devil we worship the gods
So it perfectly evens out to nothing at all
I spoke with you Wednesday we spoke before noon
About how this old planet wasn't made for us two
I wish I was happy
I wish I was drippin' with joy
It's so hard to be happy
It's so hard to be drippin' with joy
I tell you my secret I tell you the truth
I never had bright eyes but had eyes on you
If I could be in the heavenly hue
Could you take out the blue?
Your arms are a blizzard I step in the snow
Still feels like I'm dyin' but it's not so slow
Feels like I'm in some kind of control
And I can count to one two three
I wish I was happy
But I forgot my words
I don't speak much lately
And I forgot to tell you maybe
A wish for sun is wishful thinkin'
Someone said a lot of nothing
I left my key inside your party
So you would call me back
I wish I was happy
I wish I was drippin' with joy
It's so hard to be happy
It's so hard to be drippin' with joy
I wish I was happy
I know that we're barefoot in snow
So how to be happy?
I know that we're barefoot in snow