Escapism. (Sped Up) (Explicit)

Sleazing and teasing I'm sitting on him
Sleazing and teasing I'm sitting on him
All my diamonds are dripping on him
I met him at the bar it was twelve or something
I ordered two more wines
Cuz tonight I want him
A little context if you care to listen
I find myself in a s**t position
The man that I love sat me down last night
And told me that over dumb decision
And I don't want to feel how my heart is ripping
Fact I don't wanna feel
So I stick to sipping
And I'm out on the town with a simple mission
In my little black dress and this s**t is sitting
Just a heart broke *****
High heels 6 inch
In the back of the nightclub sipping champagne
I don't trust any of these *******I'm with
In the back of the taxi sniffing *******
D**g cause d**g text drunk tears d**g sex
I'm looking for a man who is on the same page
Now it's back to the intro
Back to the bar
To the Bentley to the hotel to my old ways
Cuz I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Doctor doctor anything please
Doctor doctor have mercy on me take this pain away
You're asking me my symptoms doctor
I don't wanna feel
Toke this joint how I'm blowing this steam
Back to ways like 2019
2019
Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it
24
I got a new man on me it's about to get sweaty
Last night really was the cherry on the cake
Been some dark days lately and I'm finding it crippling
Excuse my state
I'm high as your hopes
That you'll make it to my bed
Get me hot and sizzling
If I take a step back to see the glass half full
At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm tripping in
And I'm already acting like a ****
Na I mean so you might as well stick it in
Just a heart broke *****
High heels 6 inch
In the back of the nightclub sipping champagne
I don't trust any of these *******I'm with
In the back of the taxi sniffing *******
D**g cause d**g text drunk tears d**g sex
I'm looking for a man who is on the same page
Now it's back to the intro
Back to the bar
To the Bentley to the hotel to my old ways
Cuz I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Doctor doctor anything please
Doctor doctor have mercy on me take this pain away
You're asking me my symptoms doctor
I don't wanna feel
Cuz I don't wanna feel like I felt last night
I don't wanna feel like I felt last night
Be at peace with the things you can't change
I'll be naked when I leave I was naked when I came yeah
Out of reach out of touch
Too numb I don't feel no way
Toast up so what street small but it go both ways
So you'll run but you'll never escape
Sunset in the maze
You're asking me my symptoms doctor
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Doctor doctor anything please
Doctor doctor have mercy on me
You're asking me my symptoms doctor
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Lipstick smudged like modern art
I don't know where the ****am
Or who's driving the ****ing car
Speeding down the highway sipping
Mixing pills w the liquor
Cus ****these feelings
I left everyone I love on read
Uh huh
Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed
Uh huh
I remember nothing so there's nothing to regret uh huh