Mistakes (Explicit)

Let me know my dear if I'm makin it clear
I done lost my way and I'm tired of making mistakes
It was only yesterday had too much to drink
Hooked up with my homie girl didn't know what to think
Pissed all on
The neighbor's house threw up in the sink
And flaked on everybody I told that we would link
Yeah nine times out of ten I tend to never do my part
And maybe I'd better ****ing up instead of off
My ex thinks I'm a narcissist but she don't know my heart
So girl don't even start
I'm asking you to
Let me know my dear if I'm makin it clear
I done lost my way and I'm tired of making mistakes
I'm turning the page and walking away
Praying to god I'll be ok
I'm pulling the blinds and shutting my eyes
Trying to forget about yesterday
Sometimes sometimes sometimes I act real stuck up
Sometimes I get real ****ed up
Sometimes I don't feel enough
But this time this time this time I won't interrupt
I'll show love without expecting none
And we'll see if that fix my luck
And this for the loners the **** ups and stoners
The faded but focused processing emotions
As pain washes over we shaking them boulders
Of all of our shoulders
Let me know my dear if I'm makin it clear
I done lost my way and I'm tired of making mistakes
I'm turning the page and walking away
Praying to god I'll be ok
I'm pulling the blinds and shutting my eyes
Trying to forget about yesterday