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Can anybody hear me
I'm feeling sorta small
Can anybody see me
My head against a wall
They tie me up put me to sleep
Fed me lies buried me deep
In my own blood
Now that their thirst has been seeted
Why is it so calculated
Happiness is overrated
Why is it so calculated
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I'm feeling kinda lonely
Is anybody else here
You're not my one and only
I'm accompanied by fear
Walked out the night and came back down
And I'm still not on level ground but I
Can't be found
I think I got 'em irritated
Why is it so calculated
When everything you love is faded
Why is it so calculated
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When the stars are out people
Talk about emotion
Living day by day with pain
I'll never see
There's a tide in you ripping
Through just like an ocean
It's a storm but
You can rise from the debris
I think I got 'em irritated
Why is it so calculated
When everything you love has faded
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When everything you love
When everything you love
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When everything you love
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