This Ain't The Way You Go Out

Thought Id been through the hardest time of my life
I lost who I was and I lost all my fight
To something I had no control over
It took my body it took my soul
And now Im figuring out
What is left behind
Cause I dont feel
Like I believe in me anymore
Well my time has run short
And I blame myself
For being so weak
But this brave body
Is still carrying me
I got life on my side time not so much
I got a whole lot of love but a whole lot of hurt
And if someone on the street asks me
What its like being me
Ill say hell its been a journey
Like everyone else you meet
Somebody came and pulled me out
She said this aint the way you go out