Letting Go

I guess the told me it wouldn't be easy
It would be lonely but only
If I knew what would own me
Can sew me and hold me
'Cause this game is too much for me you know me
I'm not the type to give up but I'm steady slipping slowly
Don't know where to turn
Like I'm driving in a circle
How do you stay running
Everything is so commercial
How do you get rid of the pain when it's so hurtful
How do you let it go
When no one will let it go
My past still defines me everything is blinding
Lights always shinning on everything behind me
The things I don't want them to see
I never wanted to be
Someone who's obviously
Struggling juggling
And now I see you looking sad and depressed
'Cause my problems became yours
And it has an effect
And I can feel the tug of war
Like it's deep in my soul
I just need you to know
That I'm finally letting go
I'm letting go I'm letting go
Of everything I've ever known
I hope you know I hope you know
I'm getting myself back on that road
I'm letting go I'm letting go
Of everything I've ever known
I hope you know I hope you know
I'm getting myself back on that road
I'm not a perfect man not even second close
Music's been loving you
I probably suck at both
I miss a date and sometimes
I think I'm going crazy
'Cause I can't keep like getting beat up
But it doesn't faze me
I'm cold as ice I look around
Ain't nothing nice
They say I sew my soul
And yes infact I sewed it twice
Threw my career into the girl of my dreams
I weigh 'em both
But they still rip from the seems
Falling apart
How'd this heart get so hardened
All in these walls have fallen
Honestly I can acknowledge
All this and walk with a conscience
'Cause I just tune it out
I take the foolish route
I shut my mouth and I shout down
You have to pull it out
And now I see you looking sad and depressed
'Cause my problems became yours
And it has an effect
And I can feel the tug of war
Like it's deep in my soul
I just need you to know
That I'm finally letting go
I'm letting go I'm letting go
Of everything I've ever known
I hope you know I hope you know
I'm getting myself back on that road
I'm letting go I'm letting go
Of everything I've ever known
I hope you know I hope you know
I'm getting myself back on that road
It's like a rollercoaster
And it felt like what you wanted
And there's no getting off it
Even if you didn't want it
I understand I'm just a man your just a woman
We can adapt and figure out a different plan
But it's hard to deal dire issues
These hard issues
When I feel like all of mine have become star tissues
And they don't seem like they're healing
Baggage back to the ceilling
I see the pain and stealing
I see the hurt and feeling
And I don't know what to do about it all
Guess I'm just out of it all
Options about to fall
And drown it all
You say I broke my promises and my vows yeah
I want to love you but I don't know how yeah
And now I see you looking sad and depressed
'Cause my problems became yours
And it has an effect
And I can feel the tug of war
Like it's deep in my soul
I just need you to know
That I'm finally letting go
I'm letting go I'm letting go
Of everything I've ever known
I hope you know I hope you know
I'm getting myself back on that road
I'm letting go I'm letting go
Of everything I've ever known
I hope you know I hope you know
I'm getting myself back on that road raod