Escapism. (Slowed Down) (Explicit)

Escapism. (Slowed down/Explicit) - RAYE/070 Shake
Sleazin' and teasin' I'm sittin' on him
All of my diamonds are drippin' on him
I met him at the bar it was twelve or something
I ordered two more wines 'cause tonight I want him
A little context if you care to listen
I find myself in a **** position
The man that I love sat me down last night
And he told me that it's over dumb decision
And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin'
In fact I don't wanna feel so I stick to sippin'
And I'm out on the town with a simple mission
In my little black dress and this **** is sittin'
Just a heart broke ***** high heels six inch
In the back of the nightclub sippin' champagne
I don't trust any of these ******* I'm with
In the back of the taxi sniffin' *******
Drunk calls drunk texts drunk tears drunk sex
I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page
Now it's back to the intro back to the bar
To the Bentley to the hotel to my old ways
'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Doctor doctor anything please
Doctor doctor have mercy on me
Take this pain away
You're askin' me my symptoms doctor I don't wanna feel
Toke this joint how I'm blowin' this steam
Back to my ways like 2019
Not twenty-four hours since my ex did dead it
I got a new man on me it's about to get sweaty
Last night really was the cherry on the cake
Been some dark days lately and I'm findin' it cripplin'
Excuse my state I'm as high as your hopes
That you'll make it to my bed get me hot and sizzlin'
If I take a step back to see the glass half-full
At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm trippin' in
And I'm already actin' like a ****know what I mean
So you might as well stick it in
Just a heart broke ***** high heels six inch
In the back of the nightclub sippin' champagne
I don't trust any of these ******* I'm with
In the back of the taxi sniffin' *******
Drunk calls drunk texts drunk tears drunk sex
I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page
Now it's back to the intro back to the bar
To the Bentley to the hotel to my old ways
'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Doctor doctor anything please
Doctor doctor have mercy on me
Take this pain away
You're askin' me my symptoms doctor I don't wanna feel mm
What
'Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night
I don't wanna feel like I felt last night
Be at peace with the things you can't change
Last night
I'll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came yeah
Out of reach out of touch
Too numb I don't feel no way
Toast up so what
Street small but it go both ways
So you'll run yeah
But you'll never escape
Sunset in the maze
You're askin' me my symptoms doctor I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night oh
Doctor doctor anything please
Doctor doctor have mercy on me
You're askin' me my symptoms doctor I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Mm lipstick smudged like modern art
I don't know where the **** I am or who's drivin' the ******' car
Speedin' down the highway sippin'
Mixin' pills with the liquor 'cah **** these feelings
I left everyone I love on read
Uh-huh
Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed
Uh-huh
I remember nothing so there's nothing to regret
Uh-uh
Other than this 4/4 kick drum poundin' in my head