hard to be human

I'm a liar
When you ask me how I am
I will say I'm doin' fine
When I haven't been
I'm a loser
I'll step out onto the ring
And let every stupid thing
Knock me down
But no one knows
Like an actress I play roles
When you see me you won't know
That I'm drowning
'Cause you'll hear a fake laugh from behind a smile
Like I wasn't just on the bathroom tile
A big hug I've been great
But really I'm lying to your face
I don't wanna look weak but I am
'Cause I don't think they'll understand
Just wanna seem like I know what I'm doin'
But d**n it's hard to be human
I'm a cheater
I'll do things the easy way
Just so I'll get through the day
Without screamin'
And I'm a cynic through and through
And it's no offense to you
But I won't let you in
'Cause I can't get burned again
So you'll hear a fake laugh from behind a smile
Like I wasn't just on the bathroom tile
A big hug I've been great
But really I'm lying to your face
I don't wanna look weak but I am
'Cause I don't think they'll understand
Just wanna seem like I know what I'm doin'
But d**n it's hard to be human
I'm just a girl
With a heart too big for her own good
I would give it up if I could but I can't
So if I see you and you ask me how I am
You'll hear a fake laugh from behind a smile
Like I wasn't just on the bathroom tile
A big hug I've been great
But really I'm lying to your face
I don't wanna look weak but I am
But I am
'Cause I don't think they'll understand
Just wanna seem like I know what I'm doin'
When really it's so hard to be human
Really it's so hard to be human