never was mine

Strange how we can become strangers
Still, watching from afar in the love and kill
Hurts to see you leap right in their arms
Hurts to watch my love mean nothing
More than I can take, makes me reel and it chills me
Nothing hurts the same as a love in all went lost
Can't be bothered, can't be kept from my mind
Love is hard when it doesn't align
I wish my mind wouldn't run free, loving's hard enough for me
But it's, it's so much harder when it never was mine
Lost feeding on my love
Hungers more, tearing at my heart
It runs its course
Slipping through the dark a feat in the light
But whatever I wish came sorrow
Oh and in the name of the ones who brave this heartache
But it's not my fate reaching out across the stars
Can't be bothered can't be kept from my mind
Love is hard when it doesn't align
I wish my mind wouldn't run free
Loving's hard enough for me
But it's so much harder when it never was mine
I wasn't asking for the sunlight to come down for me
I wasn't looking for the world to lay it at my feet
But as it did
And as it is
I couldn't leave it be
I couldn't leave it be
Can't be bothered, can't be kept from my mind
Love is hard when it doesn't align
I wish my mind wouldn't run free
Loving's hard enough for me
But it's, it's so much harder when it never was mine