i'm worried it will always be you

I don't recall meeting you for the first time
And I predict you also couldn't say
I don't recall standing
Yelling to the wind
To grow little by little
Towards some new cliché
But now I'm sat and waiting
For a message to come through
Asking if I'd like some other
Reckless thing to do
And I'm thinking more of dresses
And I'm thinking more in blue
And I'm worried it will always be you
And when I imagine
Life when it is mine
I can try to picture
Faceless folk to love a thousand times
But always for a second
And usually at the start
You're in the image posing
With a cradled beating heart
And all the while
When I imagine
The life I'm working to
I'm worried it will always be you
How do I
Give myself a way
To loving someone
Who would like to love me everyday
How do I travel to the start
Put a mask over my eyes
And an arrow through the heart
Before it learns to feel
The way I now do
For I'm worried it will always want you
And I'm worried it will always be you