To Be Loved

I'm sorry to my sister think about you every day
Do you ever cry when you see the new family that I've made
Had to go ohh you know I had to go
I had to leave and get away
Ohh and I'm sorry to my brother tried to help you on your way
But I could have been there more for you I was broken and afraid
And ohh you know I had to go I had to leave and get away
And to the guy that hit me I'm so sorry that I stayed
But I wanted to be loved but to me that love was pain
I let you break me down so I could build me up again
And again and again and again
I'm so sorry to myself I could have loved you more and more
I just wanted to be loved but I could only see my flaws
But I am grateful ohh I am grateful for how we handled it all
Ohh the choices that I made I had to make them they weren't mine
I was so young I never thought about me leaving you behind
How that would have made you feel
Do you think about me still I hope you will
All my old friends all probably hate me
While their mother's praise me online
Does it make you sad we haven't been in touch for all this time
The little moments that we had
All the dreams you left behind while I got mine
I think about it all the time
I just wanna be loved I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved I just wanna be loved
And what's the point of all of this
If I go and lose my inner child
I just wanna make her proud I just wanna make her smile
But I've been fighting all the days
And I've been losing all the nights but I will survive
I will not sit around just feeling sorry for myself
'Cause I got so much more to give than just a Vinyl on a shelf
And if I was going to end it all
I would have done it by now
I would have done it by now
Go and say it all because the damage has been done
You better say it from your chest because my best is yet to come
And I will fight for every moment until I say I'm done
I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved I just wanna be loved
And honestly I've been scared to do this on my own
And now I'm lost than I was before
So I'm waiting for anyone who cares
Does anybody care anymore anymore
Now I'm lost I'm lost I am