Isobel

Youll never learn to lie say your French goodbye
Stay up in the blue glow try to rearrange
All your insecurity and encyclopaedic rage
Do you still think youre a killer
Or that you could be if you tried
Always thought that you could do it if you couldnt see their eyes
Do you still wake up reaching for an empty space
Do you start to miss your sadness when it goes away
Do you wish your parents gave you someone elses name
Do you scratch another line out for the same mistakes
You used to hold your body like a gun
Now you give yourself to anyone
Are you right back where you started
Or have you found another way
Sugar rush a strangers backyard the devils holiday
You watch yourself in fragments amongst the leaves
And you conclude that you never were much more
Than a reflection in a pool
Do you still wake up reaching for an empty space
Do you start to miss your sadness when it goes away
Do you wish your parents gave you someone elses name
Do you scratch another line out for the same mistakes
Do you still wake up wrapped around an empty space
Do you only know the good days once theyve slipped away
Do you wish that he would call you by another name
Do you pour another drink out for the same mistakes