hopeful romantic... (Explicit)

I just want love I hope you understand it
Yes I got trust issues I done been damaged
**** it I guess I'm a hopeless romantic
Hopeless romantic like damn
I'm a lover girl but I ain't delusional
Heart on my sleeve but I wear it beautiful
I be trippin' fallin' hard
I be choosin' like it's à la carte
Never lookin' for it but it finds me
Need that "wine and dine me" like the '90s
I like to go to sleep with one beside me
Always as a main course never as a side piece
Ask myself do I like pain?
'Cause my heart keeps on breakin' again
No matter winter summer spring
September I'll be fallin' again just
Call me a hopeful romantic
Grateful for all of the damage
Foolish to put myself through it
Use hurt as my home court advantage
My bad it's my bad it's my bad
Know ain't nothing I can't manage
I'm just a hopeful romantic
Number one baby girl I need a number one
We ain't breakin' up ever we never done
Ride with you vibe with you baby spend time with you
Why would I lie to you baby? I'ma ride for you
Hate that I'm needy truth of the matter don't really need 'em
Know they be full of it runnin' that game and still I believe 'em
Told me to join 'em if I can't beat 'em
Easy to get 'em harder to keep 'em
I done been gone outta my mind
Blame it on nature's design
Mentally drained but I'm fine
Am I addicted to cryin'? I
Ask myself do I like pain?
'Cause my heart keeps on breakin' again
No matter winter summer spring
September I'll be fallin' again just
Call me a hopeful romantic
Grateful for all of the damage
Foolish to put myself through it
Use hurt as my home court advantage
My bad it's my bad it's my bad
Know ain't nothing I can't manage
I'm just a hopeful romantic
Baby you the best I ever had
Exes forever mad
I got racks the forever bag
I'm just a hopeful romantic
Come to me run to me come to me when you wanna relax
I'ma put you on ya back uh-huh
Straight facts