On The Side (Explicit)

Yeah yeah
You said you just want me to love you
Make time text back never ignore you
Cravin' someone who'll be here for you
But I don't listen when you complain
Baby I've been actin' distant
And we barely talk I only call you yeah
When I am not sober
That is when my feelings take over
I wanna let down my guard and open up
Introverted tendencies can't help but yearn
For some time alone don't think I'm bein' rude
And you can't leave me and wonder
Why it isn't like it used to be yeah
I got you paranoid
Shawty think a n***a seein' b***hes on the side
'Cause I pull away when everything is goin' fine
Got a lot of feelings I'm just holding 'em inside
I may seem cold but your touch make me warm
I've been tryin' to pretend it wasn't part of the plan
Should I let go of fear
And put my trust in you ooh
Let me know if this thing's worth the potential pain
Should I allow myself to fall in love with you ooh
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oh oh you
Don't know
Should I allow myself to fall in love with you ooh
I've been hurt before now I'm broken
I don't trust nobody not even my daddy
B***hes cold hearted know you heard about 'em
They will cheat on their man
For some red bottoms yeah
Baby my intuition is tellin' me
You're different yeah
Girl you don't need permission
To love me you stay persistent
I respect it up you say that you'll never let me go
Are you gonna be faithful
You wanna fix my heart
And soul with your lovin' yeah
I'm still on a journey to healin'
And know this is your fault baby
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Shawty think a n***a seein' b***hes on the side
'Cause I pull away when everything is goin' fine
Got a lot of feelings I'm just holding 'em inside
I may seem cold but your touch make me warm
I've been tryin' to pretend it wasn't part of the plan
Should I let go of fear
And put my trust in you ooh
Let me know if this thing's worth the potential pain
Should I allow myself to fall in love with you ooh
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oh oh you
Don't know