You Don't Know (Explicit)

You don't know what I'm looking for
You don't know oh what I'm looking for
You don't know what I'm looking for
You don't know oh what I'm looking for
Uh it all started when you were year above
Uh before I had a fear of love
Before back when I adore but now I'm fearing of
Before every other fella I was hearing of
Back when the day would fade to grey when you were clearing off
'Cause now I only make love if I'm in love
You wasn't in love then what d'you think love
Thinking I'ma hold you on the brink until we sink
Fade like a barber rather have another drink
Love I'll drink up and disappear
'Cause honestly you don't need me here
It's like you need it can't defeat the fear
But now I see it can't believe but I read it clear
Play me like an arse I won't spend another evening here
Deep the evening clears drowning and stuck
Just know you clouded my guts going down on his luck
But now I sit in a hurry worried nuts that I bust
Knowing you only when down to f**k so what the f**k is up
You don't know what I'm looking for
You don't know oh what I'm looking for
You don't know what I'm looking for
You don't know oh what I'm looking for
Uh check look
I know this s**t sounds philosophical
With borderline ironic but this topic's very logical
Whether it's a blessing or a mother f**king obstacle
That breaks apart and leaves the broken hearted to the hospital
Powerful devotion for some when I was young
Lack of any kind of emotion had me hopeless and numb
Back when I was dumb I was never running my gums
Just always running from webs that I spun stress weighing a ton
Weight was more than I was able to bear
'Cause in my mind it's mad fruity to be labelled a pear
But blatantly scared escaping any fragrant affair
That was my duty always threw me into times of despair
Writing rhymes to try describe the many times that I care
'Cause honestly to put it properly I'm underprepared
And who am I to play the castaway I've got a bigger part to play
So when they ask me it ain't hard to say uh
You don't know what I'm looking for
You don't know oh what I'm looking for
You don't know what I'm looking for
You don't know oh what I'm looking for
Uh uh so why you crying
Stop the crying I weren't crying on you
Stop the lying worry 'bout them brothers lying on you
They're sliding on you bump in grind every night up on you
Getting sly up on you cry up on you then get tired of you
Bawling 'cause I ain't on you what the f**k you mean
Uh closest to trust I ever seen
Well s**t well there I said it now forget it like a dream
No regret can't forget the s**t you seen shoulda kept it clean
Uh you shoulda kept it clean
Can't forget the s**t you seen you shoulda kept it clean
Trust uh you shoulda kept it clean
No regret can't forget the s**t you seen shoulda kept it clean
Uh uh you shoulda kept it clean
Uh uh you shoulda kept it clean
Uh you shoulda kept it clean
Uh nah mean
You don't know what I'm looking for
You don't know oh what I'm looking for
You don't know what I'm looking for
You don't know oh what I'm looking for
Mmm you don't know what I'm looking for
No no no no no ooo
You don't know what I'm looking for
No oh oh oh mmm