All I Have

All I ever wanted was
Somebody to hear me
And all I ever wanted was
Somebody to feel me
And everybody wanna tell me
That I'm out of my head
When I'm on the mic that's fine
But that don't scare me
It's been a long time but I'm back now
Rap pow welcome to the rap house
Rap pow will live till I pass out
Blackout blackout
Everybody keep on wondering
If I still rap now
Are you serious
Anybody out there hearing this
Yo I came in the game as a lyricist
And I'm a leave like that period
You sniff lines I write lines
You've now entered in my mind
And you better get ready
'Cause you might find
I'm from a different place and my kind
It's a little bit different
Than yours is
Quit snoring hip hop isn't dead
It's just been in mourning
From the moment I quit recording
Quick record this
Listen I'm warming up and
You're misinformed if
You think that I'm slipping up
This ain't sick enough
Then I'll skip the chorus
I've been here ain't nobody heard of me
Yeah I'm a turn
This beat to a murder scene
I don't live for the world
I live for the king
I live for the king
Focus
Wrote this with emotion
It's hard to get a break
When the door's ain't open
It's hard to get a shot
When the gun ain't loaded
And it's hard to make a living
When nobody wanna
Notice hold it
What am I insane maybe plain crazy
You put me in a room with a mic you
Will not restrain me
You do what you wanted but
You can't contain me
Lazy is not a character trait of mine
Don't wait in line
This is the current condition of
My state of mind
Don't tell me that this isn't real
Don't tell me this ain't how I feel
This is all I have all I have
All I ever wanted was
Somebody to get this
All I ever wanted was
Somebody to play this
Take my song put it
On their playlist and get
Goosebumps every time
They play it rate us
If that's my calling or
Not father maybe I should
Just not bother
Go back to that 9 to 5 but I am
Not a quitter so quit that
I never been a killer but
I guarantee I kill tracks
Put them in a coffin lost in
Rip that trying to make an impact in rap is
That insane well I guess so
Rap though better give me that pencil
And you ain't ever gonna
Make it it's all mental
I am in a place
Where I can't let go
Ah
I still work a job and do this
And y'all know what's stupid
I thought all you had to do was
Get a record deal
Yo things start moving
But that's not the case
Because most of the times
The artists you hear
You keep on thinking that
Artist is new but that
Artist has probably been at it for years
Yeah in the back of my mind thinking
Am I wasting my time dreaming
And I ain't got no money in my wallet but
I guarantee there ain't no way that
I am gonna leave this
I need this I swear to y'all
I need this
And this hip hop's in my veins
If you cut me I'm a bleed it
And yo what you think
I write write raps for
No reason no
Take my pain and I put 'em in a song
Ever since them pills they took my mom
I've been a different person
Don't try to predict my verses
What you're hearing now is me whether
I'm in front
Or behind that curtain
I stand behind these words
I'm a christian but I'm
Not perfect
Don't tell me to calm down
I'm calm now listen
I'm just working
Yeah it might take
A minute to get it but
Once you get it
Everything will be crystal clear
I don't think they see my vision here
I don't think they see my vision here
Don't tell me that this isn't real
Don't tell me this ain't how I feel
Oh this is all I have all I have
Oh oh
Don't tell me that this isn't real
Don't tell me this ain't how I feel
Oh
This is all I have all I have
Oh
Don't tell me that this isn't real
Don't tell me this ain't how I feel
Oh oh yeah
All I have all I have
Don't tell me that
This isn't real
This isn't real
This isn't real
This is all that
I have this is
All that I have