FEAR
NF"FEAR" is a song by NF, released in 2025 in the Pop genre. The song is 4:09 long and contains 67 lines and 434 words.
Lyrics
0:00Hello darkness my old friend
0:03Hello
0:05Knocking at my door again
0:10Begging me to come outside I
0:16Let you back into my life
0:21Now usually I'd be strong enough
0:26To lock the doors and keep 'em shut
0:31But not today I'm desperate
0:36Desperate
0:37So go ahead and come on in
0:42So go ahead and come on in
0:47So go ahead and come on in
0:54OCD is worse than ever hands are bleeding
0:56Maybe I should take the pills don't
0:58Know what's going on with me somedays
0:59I actually think I might be schizo
1:02Phrenic prolly not but even writing this is makin' me begin to spiral oh God
1:06Oh oh oh
1:09Made a promisе to myself I wouldn't let the fear back in but then I did though
1:13Told the world I was sick of running then went back to running what a joke
1:17Disappointed yeah me too I thought I finally had finally made a breakthrough
1:20Guess not
1:24It's the same song and dance you've all seen it before
1:27Darkness holds out his hand then we walk to the floor
1:31Every decision made isn't mine anymore
1:35Like a puppet with strings I just don't have a choice
1:39What's the truth? What's a lie?
1:41Help me God help me Lord
1:43Face your fears dry your eyes
1:44Grandma died what's the point?
1:46Lost the keys lost my hope lost my will lost my joy
1:50Lost a friend lost my home lost my faith lost my voice
2:10Desperate
2:10Standing back watching my mansion burn to ash
2:20While I hold the gas can
2:29Asking God if He started this fire
2:39Is this what you wanted?
2:43Is this what you wanted?
2:47Make all my hopes and my dreams come to life
2:50Just to lay them to rest
2:54Is this what you wanted?
2:58Is this what you wanted?
3:02Gave me a false sense of peace just to show me what peace really is
3:09Is this what you wanted?
3:11On the verge on the edge
3:13Is this what you wanted?
3:15Petrified scared to death
3:17Is this what you wanted?
3:19Praying to God desperate
3:21Is this what you wanted?
3:23What you wanted
3:24Is this what you wanted?
3:27Hanging on by a thread
3:28Is this what you wanted?
3:30Empty heart nothing left
3:32Is this what you wanted?
3:34Breaking down spiraling
3:36Is this what you wanted?
3:38What You wanted?
3:40Is this what you wanted?
3:40Is this what you wanted?
3:41Standing back watching my mansion burn to ash
3:51Is this what you wanted?
3:52While I hold the gas can
3:59Asking God if He started this fire
4:06Is this what you wanted?
4:09What you wanted
Hello darkness my old friend Hello Knocking at my door again Begging me to come outside I Let you back into my life Now usually I'd be strong enough To lock the doors and keep 'em shut But not today I'm desperate Desperate So go ahead and come on in So go ahead and come on in So go ahead and come on in OCD is worse than ever hands are bleeding Maybe I should take the pills don't Know what's going on with me somedays I actually think I might be schizo Phrenic prolly not but even writing this is makin' me begin to spiral oh God Oh oh oh Made a promisе to myself I wouldn't let the fear back in but then I did though Told the world I was sick of running then went back to running what a joke Disappointed yeah me too I thought I finally had finally made a breakthrough Guess not It's the same song and dance you've all seen it before Darkness holds out his hand then we walk to the floor Every decision made isn't mine anymore Like a puppet with strings I just don't have a choice What's the truth? What's a lie? Help me God help me Lord Face your fears dry your eyes Grandma died what's the point? Lost the keys lost my hope lost my will lost my joy Lost a friend lost my home lost my faith lost my voice Desperate Standing back watching my mansion burn to ash While I hold the gas can Asking God if He started this fire Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted? Make all my hopes and my dreams come to life Just to lay them to rest Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted? Gave me a false sense of peace just to show me what peace really is Is this what you wanted? On the verge on the edge Is this what you wanted? Petrified scared to death Is this what you wanted? Praying to God desperate Is this what you wanted? What you wanted Is this what you wanted? Hanging on by a thread Is this what you wanted? Empty heart nothing left Is this what you wanted? Breaking down spiraling Is this what you wanted? What You wanted? Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted? Standing back watching my mansion burn to ash Is this what you wanted? While I hold the gas can Asking God if He started this fire Is this what you wanted? What you wanted
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