here, alone, again (Explicit)

You said that I was just a lesson that you had to learn
Not to get involved when you're not over her
That's something that you probably should've told me first
'Cause I am not your teacher this is not a learning curve
I showed you everything I really let you in
Took you to all the places that no one's ever been
Now it's back to square one done before we've begun
Now I feel ******* stupid 'cause I don't like anyone
So why'd you **** me like you love me while you looked me in the eyes
If you knew that I was nothing but a way to pass the time
Why'd we make plans for the future staying up 'til morning light
Why'd you fill me with your sickness and then leave me there to die
I was only there to keep you warm on all your lonely lights
And of course I'm disappointed but I'm not ******* surprised
It's just something that I'm used to now but I'm still gonna cry
I was waiting at the checkout you just tried me on for size
I guess I didn't fit right
So I'm here alone again
You said that timing is a ***** I have to disagree
'Cause you'd throw caution to the wind if you really liked me
We can't be something right now but one day we can see
Right person wrong time is just a lie to set you free
I showed you everything I really let you in
Took you to all the places that no one's ever been
Now it's back to square one done before we've begun
Now I feel ******* stupid 'cause I don't like anyone
So why'd you **** me like you love me while you looked me in the eyes
If you knew that I was nothing but a way to pass the time
Why'd we make plans for the future staying up 'til morning light
Why'd you fill me with your sickness and then leave me there to die
I was only there to keep you warm on all your lonely lights
And of course I'm disappointed but I'm not ******* surprised
It's just something that I'm used to now but I'm still gonna cry
I was waiting at the checkout you just tried me on for size
I guess I didn't fit right
So I'm here alone again
But don't let these words inflate your ego
'Cause I think you're a ******* weirdo
I don't like you I was bored
'Cause I've done this **** so many times before
Yeah I'm just mad at the fantasies
And the fact I let myself believe
In something that just wasn't real
Yeah I just liked how you made me feel
I just liked how you made me feel yeah yeah
So why'd you **** me like you love me while you looked me in the eyes
If you knew that I was nothing but a way to pass the time
Why'd we make plans for the future staying up 'til morning light
Why'd you fill me with your sickness and then leave me there to die
I was only there to keep you warm on all your lonely lights
And of course I'm disappointed but I'm not ******* surprised
It's just something that I'm used to now but I'm still gonna cry
I was waiting at the checkout you just tried me on for size
I guess I didn't fit right oh
So I'm here alone again