In My Head

In my head
Let it begin
Push it away but it's pulling me in
Trying to pretend
I'm not aware when it do it again
I know the signs
I see the pattern in front of my eyes
Something inside me opening wide
Stretching and coming alive
I can't stop it when it starts
Trying not to fall apart
Building up until it all goes dark
In my head I can feel it getting closer
In my head breathing heavy on my shoulder
And I'm trying to fake it
But there's no way to escape it
In my head buried underneath the noises
In my head there's a million little voices
Saying you'll never make it
And there's no way to escape it
In my head
Coming around
Thoughts are intruding I'm pushing them down
Stopping it now
Blocking out in fact I'm blacking it out
Holding too tight
Kidding myself turning wrong into right
Thief in the night
I been the one putting gas in the lights
I can't stop it when it starts
Trying not to fall apart
Building up until it all goes dark
In my head I can feel it getting closer
In my head breathing heavy on my shoulder
And I'm trying to fake it
But there's no way to escape it
Cause I'm swirling in the panic of
A shaken confidence
No I don't have an answer when
The questions don't make sense
In my head I can feel it getting closer
In my head breathing heavy on my shoulder
And I'm trying to fake it
But there's no way to escape it
In my head buried underneath the noises
In my head there's a million little voices
Saying you'll never make it
And there's no way to escape it
In my head