Doubts Even Here (2019 Remaster)

Those steps which seem to take a lifetime
When eyes just turn and stare
The day begins collapsing without warning
You fade from sight there's nothing there
No hope allowed calls are answered daily
Questions are on your side
Deeply moved beyond all consolation
You felt the pulse now hear the cry
In my mind thoughts are becoming clearer
I'm watching every move you make
Counting time spent in observation
A single blow a false mistake
Then you revealed to me
All that I need to know now
Then please don't turn away
Why can't I talk to you now
There's nowhere left to go
Where is this taking her and how
There's nothing more I want
To know beyond your trust now
I missed his promised time again
Don't throw our joy away
Why must you just you leave now
Memories are all that's left
I need you near to me now
There now now don't come to mind my deeds
And call out in defiance of times gone by