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Nothing affected me like
I don't even like relate myself to
Like some kind of victim or some **** like
I think it's called regression
Or whatever so I told the
And now every time I'm watching
Like a ******* movie or some **** like
Like ******* hurting
Oh my God I've just steeped why
I've thought about you
A million times over
If I wasn't me what would I do
To take the batteries out the controller
The images flashing of the film I didn't wanna see
And the man
But I'm sad what a twist you turned out to be
And nah don't turn it off I'm in a horror movie
I'm just eaten out alive by the parasite
That you left in me
And I just want a clean slate on a blank canvas
To start again a clean slate on a blank canvas
Wish I could control-alt-delete you
Throw you in the trash folder
But you are my living proof
That there's people out there
F**ked up than I'll never be
But I keep you out of reach
And all the images flashing of the film I don't wanna see
And I'm fuming
But I'm hurt what a twist you turned out to be
It's not a blockbuster just a brutal ending
Wish I could rewind the tape and write a new ending
'Cause I just want a clean slate on a blank canvas
To start again a clean slate on a blank canvas
And I just want a clean slate on a blank canvas
To start again a clean slate on a blank canvas