How TF (Clean)

Uh uh
How the f**k am I supposed to tell you
That I love you
When I just really discovered what love is
Running away again
How the f**k am I supposed to tell you
That I need you
I need a second to think what you done again
Running away again
How the f**k am I supposed to tell you
That I want you
When all I know is I never want it to end
Running away again
How the f**k am I supposed to tell you
That I love you
When I just really discovered what love is
Running away again
How the f**k am I supposed to that I love you
When know I really f**king mean what I said
You know I'm dealing with a million f**king things in my head
You know I need you like the air a n***a breathe
But instead of having my back
You'd rather turn your back to me in the bed
You know I
F**k it I just need to unwind
You know that I ain't tryna be the f**king reason you crying
You know I'm working
Know I got a lot of things on my mind
You know that I wanna be with you 100% of the time
And she like
N***a if you love me then say you love me then
I told you my secrets n***a then don't judge me then
You still indecisive
Okay well f**k it then
Your dumb a** always trying to
Get the upper hand in the situation
Look I understand wait no f**k this sh*t no I don't
Wait forever while you get you together
No I won't
If I still feel lonely with you
Then I'd rather just be alone
Deep down I know what she want
But
How the f**k am I supposed to tell you
That I love you
When I just really discovered what love is
Running away again
How the f**k am I supposed to tell you
That I need you
I need a second to think what you done again
Running away again
How the f**k am I supposed to tell you
That I want you
When all I know is I never want it to end
Running away again
How the f**k am I supposed to tell you
That I love you
When I just really discovered what love is
Running away again
Okay now how TF am I supposed to exercise
Seeing all these words in my head out loud
Well you lying when you said you were proud
Cause I got work to do
Last thing I'm tryna do is work on me while hurting you
I know I'm known for breaking hearts yeah
But don't hold that against me I was figuring it out
Really I'm the one your mama want inside the house
I just had to practice matching Aston's with my mouth
I been through a lot a little traumatized
But now I feel like big magic
You ain't never kissed magic
You gon' try to roll it and I'm gon' pop a molly
Tequila with the worm and the w**d's got it too high
Know I'm too old to be stepping on my own foot
I blame myself but I need you to take a second look
Probably robbed you for your feelings
Cause my ex made me a crook
Now I'm in it for the books
Yeah
How the f**k am I supposed to tell you
That I love you
When I just really discovered what love is
Running away again
How the f**k am I supposed to tell you
That I need you
I need a second to think what you done again
Running away again
How the f**k am I supposed to tell you
That I want you
When all I know is I never want it to end
Running away again
How the f**k am I supposed to tell you
That I love you
When I just really discovered what love is
Running away again
Aye aye
Once upon a rhyme in a corner deep in my mind
Where thoughts transcend space and become moments in time
Blind ambition sat back with a watchful eye
Unaware that love at first sight
Would be something that he would find
Now hold up
Too sweet for words and truly one of a kind
Kind soul convos about how the stars could align so perfect
And at a time so worth it
Hold up
I'm lying laying down in the bed uneasy
But on the surface I'm fine
And then like she wanna ask me
She was like what are we
Well hahaha I had to look at her and be like
I was like what are we we are homo sapiens
Bruh you tripping my boy we are human beings we
You and I deadass that's it that's we
I mean I f**k with shawty but it's like
I don't know I don't know
I don't know that lil sh*t weak