Where R U Now?

I get emotional
Going over it all
Look for a sign
Something to see
Something to guide
But could it be spiritual
Spiritual
Like the mantras in all
Should I put out to see
With my meditation and my buddha
Beads
If at the end
Of it all the only person
I'm asking is me
Where r u now where r u now
Where r u now where r u now
Where r u now where r u now
Thought I'd find it in you
But it wasn't in you
I still can't see
Whatever it was that
I am supposed to see
Mirror mirror on the wall
The only person that you show me is me
And you keep asking me
Where r u now where r u now
Where r u now where r u now
Where r u now where r u now
Don't leave me
Spinning round and round and
Round this way
Not today
Where r u now where r u now
Where r u now where r u now
Where r u now where r u now
Where r u now where r u now
Where r u now where r u now
Where r u now where r u now