Phone (feat. Gjan) (Explicit)

Seems you know what I want
My mind is full it's full of you
It doesn't seem we were right
Another lie another fight
Now every night I tell myself
Stop thinkin' about him losin' your mind here
But every time I'm doin' this
Refusin' it I'm foolin' myself
Oh oh oh oh foolin' myself
Oh so naive oh I couldn't see
This love wasn't meant to be
Tell me why I still keep checkin' my phone
I tell myself it's not who I am
Understand wasn't meant to be
Tell me why I still keep checkin' my phone
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Tell me why I still keep checkin' my phone
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Tell me why I still keep checkin' my phone
Hey Mark I know you're mad but I thought that maybe you'd answer
So maybe last night was the last time that we'd speak
Remember who was there when your dad was goin' through cancer
Remember who was there when your soul was broken and weak
You see I took my time with you you just took me for granted
I juggled with my demons you never would understand it
So when you said forever I thought about it and panicked
I lied but when I told you I loved you I meant it dammit
I know I was never perfect and you hated me for it
You say the same sh*t in your songs and have 'em praisin' you for it
And we would sit and talk for hours 'bout your music and tourin'
And even though you say you loved me I was less of important
And I know
I hurt way more than I show it hurts way
More than you know
I know I cheated but you cheated us both
Your trust issues tore a hole that me or you couldn't close
We were distant due to distance was different when you were close
You're different I hope you know we argue now over nothin'
I'm goin' out with my friends all you hear is someone I'm f**kin'
I know you're not gettin' trusted but cut me some f**kin' slack
I wish that night never happened sometimes I still play it back
I try to ignore the facts I'm not the person you thought
Now all that's left are moments and every ticket we bought
Damn it's all a hard pill to swallow might wash it down with some shots
So cheers to what we lost
Oh so naive oh I couldn't see
This love wasn't meant to be
Tell me why I still keep checkin' my phone
I tell myself it's not who I am
Understand wasn't meant to be
Tell me why I still keep checkin' my phone
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Tell me why I still keep checkin' my phone
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Tell me why I still keep checkin' my phone
Hey uh I got your message I guess I just wasn't ready
To be honest since you left everything is pretty unsteady
To be honest since you left I barely eat or get ready
I been tryin' to fill this void with anyone who will let me
And I just hate how now we're stuck inside this game
The loser is the one who shows they care or feel in pain
I'm checkin' if you took down all our pictures
Just so I can do the same
F**kin' petty wasn't ready for you to just up and change
And I know that you'll only miss me when you fail to replace
Girl I lived across the map how could you need more space
How could you be so fake see I was real from the start
Every lie was like a knife that I took straight to the heart
Don't know who you are how could I when you lied from the start
You feel empty so you fill up every night at the bar
I feel empty but can barely fill the tank in my car
They love you after 3 am but they don't love who you are
I can't lie honestly I still think about you
And when I go out with my friends I still drink about you
I'm sorry if I made you question how I feel about you
Put you over everything but now I have to live without ya oh sh*t
I'm drivin' into a tunnel so I might break up
I promise I would've stayed if there was a way I could save us
If only you spent as much time on us as you do your make up
I tried and you gave up
Oh so naive oh I couldn't see
This love wasn't meant to be
Tell me why I still keep checkin' my phone
I tell myself it's not who I am
Understand wasn't meant to be
Tell me why I still keep checkin' my phone
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Tell me why I still keep checkin' my phone
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Tell me why I still keep checkin' my phone