First Time

Remember once I told you about
How before I heard it from your mouth
My name would always hit my ears as such an awful sound
And the soul if that's what you'd call it
Uneasy ally of the body it felt nameless as a river
Undiscovered underground
And the first time that you kissed me
I drank dry the River Lethe
The Liffey would have been softer on my stomach all the same
But you spoke some quick new music
That went so far to soothe this soul
As it was and ever shall be unearth without a name
Some part of me must have died
The first time that you called me "Baby"
And some part of me came alive
The first time that you called me "Baby"
These days I think I owe my life
To flowers that were left here by my mother
Ain't that like them giftin' life to you again
This life lived mostly underground
Unknowin' either sight nor sound
'Til reachin' up for sunlight just to be ripped out by the stem
Sensing only now it's dyin'
Drying out then drowning blindly
Bloomin' forth its every colour
In the moments it has left
To share the space with simple living things
Infinitely suffering but fighting off like all creation
The absence of itself anyway
Some part of me must have died
Each time that you called me "Baby"
But some part of me stayed alive
Each time that you called each time that you called
Come here
Ooh-la-la ooh-la-la
Whatever keeps you around it keeps you around
Ooh-la-la come here ooh-la-la
Whatever keeps you around it keeps you around
The last time it was heard out loud
The perfect genius of our hands and mouths were shocked
To resignation as the arguing declined
When I was young I used to guess
Are there limits to any emptiness
When was the last time
Come here to me when was the last time
Some part of me must have died
The final time that you called me "Baby"
But some part of me came alive
The final time you called me "Baby"