Bad To Myself (Slow Magic Remix)

I'm done with the drinking
Falling flat on my face wasted
Away all my good graces
I just can't find my friends like I'm lost in the party
I'm done with the boys who keep causing me pain
Poison when I carry the blame
It's killing me thinking I'll die with nobody
Now it's all in the past
No I'm not going back
Oh I'm throwing my tears to the fire
Cause lately I'm so d**n tired
Of being bad to myself
Bad bad to myself
Oh I'm hanging one hand by the wire
Cause lately I'm so d**n tired
Of being bad to myself
Bad bad to myself yeah
I'm done being selfish my hollow words
Lying scared that I can't be heard
And I need a chance at a real conversation
I'm done overthinking every step that I take
Poison the way that I hesitate
And I'm dying to feel some real stimulation hm
Oh I'm throwing my tears to the fire
Cause lately I'm so d**n tired
Of being bad to myself
Bad bad to myself
Oh I'm hanging one hand by the wire
Cause lately I'm so d**n tired
Of being bad to myself
Bad bad to myself
No demon in me that I can't fight
Look in the mirror this is my life
Even through all four seasons
Fighting for my new freedom
No demon in me that I can't fight
Look in the mirror this is my life
Even through all four seasons
Fighting for my new freedom
Oh I'm throwing my tears to the fire
Cause lately I'm so d**n tired
Of being bad to myself
Bad bad to myself
Oh I'm hanging one hand by the wire
Cause lately I'm so d**n tired
Of being bad to myself
Bad bad to myself yeah