Under My Breath (Fells Remix|Explicit)

Hot and heavy
You put on your jeans and I keep reinventing
Ways to be around the bush
Not obsessing 'least that's what I tell myself
**** but I'm pretending
Mmm I try to make colossal feelings look casual
Clinging on to my last bit of self-control
Mmm-mmm
I've been screaming three words in my head
Say it under my breath instead
'Cause I don't wanna come on too
What if it slips off my lips
Then everything goes to ****
Can't fix it
I don't wanna come on too strong
But I'm bound to spill my feelings
On the dinner table
Or in between the drink at the party
And I probably could've said
It right before you left
But I intentionally forget
To mention that I love you
I'm a cynic
Maybe something in the water makes me pessimistic
I'm tryna make it all make sense
Terrifying throwing my heart out on the line
So I keep it in
Mmm I try to make colossal feelings look casual
Clinging on to my last bit of self-control
Oh no no
I've been screaming three words in my head
Say it under my breath instead
'Cause I don't wanna come on too
What if it slips off my lips
Then everything goes to ****
Can't fix it
I don't wanna come on too strong
But I'm bound to spill my feelings
On the dinner table
Or in between the drink at the party
And I probably could've said
It right before you left
But I intentionally forget
To mention that I love you
Baby I'm a walking stalling ticking time-bomb
Ghosts I feel in the pockets of the silence
They're talking in my sleep
Drinking a coffee
I've been screaming three words in my head
Say it under my breath instead
'Cause I don't wanna come on too
What if it slips off my lips
Then everything goes to ****
Can't fix it
I don't wanna come on too strong
But I'm bound to spill my feelings
On the dinner table
Or in between the drink at the party
And I probably could've said it
Right before you left
But I intentionally forget
To mention that I love you