Not For Lack Of Trying

Bored and lonesome
Stuck and then some around
And around and around
You guys go ahead I'll stay in instead
And figure out how to figure out
I can't seem to find any peace in the mind
Any warmth from the sun when I try to have fun
Lend me joy I can't see mine
But not for lack of trying
Host an evening
Tracking bleeding
Maybe that's how it goes
Full moon witchcraft
Psychic salt bath
I don't really know
I'm supplement taking I'm smart and engaging
I'm lying for someone to say I had fun
Lend me joy I can't see mine
But not for lack of trying