Forgot How To Dream (feat. K.Flay)

Why can't I be myself when I'm by myself
I'm only nervous alone what did I settle for
Just a metaphor of something that felt like a home
Black ivy I'm so lost come find me wandering
Used to be reliable now I'm liable
For promises I couldn't keep
I was a little kid I was different
The war is alive as we sleep
All day I shut my mind just days behind
Guess I forgot how to dream
Guess I forgot how to dream
Think that I'm losing it I'm confusing things
That I used to keep in a light
Why can't I trust myself learn to love myself
They say it's a sign of the times
Don't leave me oh my mind won't stay easy easy
I've been along for the ride but I haven't been driving
Haven't used my eyes in a minute swear I'm sincere
But the w**d and the Internet clouded my vision
These lights make it hard just to
Sit in or live in the skin that I got
Turn into something I'm not
I'm looking at photos of people looking at the cloud
Guess I forgot how to dream
Guess I forgot how to dream
Guess I forgot how to dream dream dream
Guess I forgot how to dream dream dream dream