I Want You Anyway

I gave up a long time ago
Trying to find love
TV told me it was like the movies
But it never was
I couldn't beat it or join it so
I just avoided it
Come what may
Then you came
And I wanna hold you in my arms
I wanna let you break my heart
I wanna feel the way it feels to make you stay
And I know you'll bring me to my knees
I know you're way out of my league
I know I can't afford the price I'm gonna pay
But I want you anyway
It's so self betrayal of me
I'm about to say all the things
Sworei'd never say
But my heart's in my mind drawing lines
I can't erase
And all of a sudden
All that wasn't so beautifully is
When we kiss
And I wanna hold you in my arms
I wanna let you break my heart
I wanna feel the way it feels to make you stay
And I know you'll bring me to my knees
I know you're way out of my league
I know I can't afford the price I'm gonna pay
But I want you anyway
The way the light hangs off you
I never stood a chance
See you changed every plan
I had with one glance
And I wanna hold you in my arms
I wanna let you break my heart
I wanna feel the way it feels to make you stay
And I know you'll bring me to my knees
I know you're way out of my league
I know I can't afford the price I'm gonna pay
But I want you anyway