Leave but Don't Go

I've been fighting with myself but I'm losing lately
And you know that I put my back against the door
Shut you out don't wanna say the wrong things
I don't speak what's on my mind
That much I know you hate that
And when you try to pull
The words from my mouth
You know I hate those
Days when I wake and I mess
Up my make up 'cause
I'm mad at things for no reason
Twist all your words make you
Seem like the worst for the hell of it
I'm sorry but all
I can say is I'm complicated
And you get what
I'm like 'cause you're staying
Even though I don't know why I say it
Want you to leave but don't go
Want you to leave but don't go no no
Want you to leave but don't go
It can go a couple weeks
From the day I say I need space
And you know that we don't talk but you wait
'Cause you know that we gonna be okay ooh
And all I want is to be on my
Own I know you're out there
On the flip side of my bedroom door
You know I hate those
Days when I wake and I mess
Up my make up 'cause
I'm mad at things for no reason
Twist all your words make
You seem like the worst for the hell of it
I'm sorry but all I can say is I'm complicated
And you get what I'm like 'cause you're staying
Even though I don't know why I say it
Want you to leave but don't go
Want you to leave but don't go mm
Want you to leave but don't go
I hate those days when something's off with me
Don't know what's up with me
All I can't say but you guess and
You know I'm better than
The days when I wake and I mess
Up my make up 'cause
I'm mad at things for no reason
Twist all your words make you
Seem like the worst for the hell of it
I'm sorry but all I can say is I'm complicated
And you get what I'm like 'cause you're staying
Even though I don't know why I say it
Want you to leave but don't go
I hate those days when something's off with me
Don't know what's up with me all I can't stay
Want you to leave but don't go no no
Want you to leave but don't go