Jet Lag

I don't wanna get over the jet lag
And go right back to both of our lives
'Cause then you're getting up when I'm saying goodnight
I don't wanna get over the jet lag
'Cause then I know I'll be out of touch
On what you do with who
I guess I'm scared because
I think the end of the jet lag
Might be the end of us
I don't wanna say that it's April
And I don't want the flowers to bloom
'Cause then it'd be a month since I last saw you
I don't want the days to get longer
I don't want the rain to let up
I'm scared that all the time we had wasn't enough
I think the end of the winter
Might be the end of us
I've been waking up and wondering where you've been
Living hours I know you've already lived
And I don't really understand
We had the whole world in our hands
And I would do it all again
I've been tryna find a new normal
Get back into all my old ways
'Cause something 'bout the way you're talking to me's changed
Sometimes I go looking for cheap flights
Probably a little too much
'Cause I didn't wanna be right but I was
The end of the jet lag
Was the end of us