Change

I think I'm done with feeling low
'Cause every word I said felt insecure
I wanna live my life to grow
And understand what I don't know
But being stuck inside my head can take
A couple hours until I create
Something beautiful from my mistakes
I think that I can change
I'm gonna change
Sippin' red bull sippin' 'til my mouths full
Flying so high moon walking on the full moon
To the top of the world straight out of my bedroom
It's been a while since I felt this good
Yeah I never wanna go back
Back track to my past I don't ever wanna do that
I've made some mistakes but I'm ready to change
I really wanna do that yeah
I wanna feel free wanna see clear
I wanna be here
I wanna be what I was supposed to be
I wanna be me
I think I'm done with feeling low
'Cause every word I said felt insecure
I wanna live my life to grow
And understand what I don't know
But being stuck inside my head can take
A couple hours until I create
Something beautiful from my mistakes
I think that I can change
I'm gonna change
Yeah I'm so done with feeling this way
It's like this melancholia had got control of my brain
For like seven years I was faking a smile
But now it feels like I'm ready to thrive
And now I can feel it in my fingers
Everything it lingers
Is it caffeine or has this life got me high
Sick of feeling somber
Always going under
I think I'm done with always trying to hide
I think I'm done with feeling low
'Cause every word I said felt insecure
I wanna live my life to grow
And understand what I don't know
But being stuck inside my head can take
A couple hours until I create
Something beautiful from my mistakes
I think that I can change
I'm gonna change