Ups & Downs (Explicit)

How brave do I become when truly loved
My overwhelming feels are overcome
I might even hit the blunt
And I don't do that for anyone no
Ooh
I think I'ma dance for the first time in a long time
Ooh
I might even laugh like I mean it
Come on baby say it like you mean it
You gonna be alright baby
Alright
You know you're gonna be fine
You're gonna be alright baby
Hey Kyle how you doing
What is this dream you're pursuing
What are these feelings you mention what
Are you from a different dimension are you
My n**ga do you have dementia
Why is you rapping 'bout happy
Think about all the bad sh*t that happens ya
You know the inside you feel crappy
Okay yeah how did you guess
Skrrt I am a wreck
I set a record for being upset
Truthfully honestly I am a mess
I am depressed I am obsessed
With self deprecating and blaming myself
Socially lying denying the help
I'm holding up like pants sits in a belt
But it ain't so bad no no
Look what I be on
I'm on TV mom
My n**ga I am a phenom
My chick is out o' this world
Yeah badder than Zenon
When I need somebody to lean on
I put that Cudi CD on
In my spare time
Punching walls f**kin' up my hand
I know that sh*t sounds super cray
But if you had this life you'd understand
Everythings a lot o' up and down
But I ain't gonna let it get me down
No no no
Ups and downs
Yo ayy
2016 hit me like a bag o' bricks yup
2017 switched up like ooh it's lit it's lit
I nearly had a mental breakdown
And eight months later had a hit yup
I guess life is like box a chocolates huh
You never know what you finna get
Haha yeah
Think about this for your flip
There's always two sides o' the coin
Tell my man you gotta keep goin'
You blessed n**ga you don't even know it
Sitting there looking all stoic hmm
Be stiff you should be stoked hmm
You can smile even if you broke yo
You could be a Budden or a Boat true
Yeah
Trust me believe me I been there too
Down on my luck I was just like you
Singing the same d**n sad old song
Boo hoo yeah
But you'll be fine
It'll all be fine
It's just in your mind
Yep
Ups and downs
Lil lil lil lil Boat lil Boat lil Boat lil Boat
Yo yo wassup buddy
It's your conscience
My my conscience
Yeah you know
Th the voice in your head that tells you when you f**kin' up
Like uh Jiminy Cricket
Ugh yes like Jiminy Cricket you Disney a** motherf**ker
N now listen up
Man you gotta leave that negativity sh*t in the past
That sh*t is old bro
How you supposed to grow up
If you ain't even glowed up
Uh what what the f**k are you talking about
Ah don't trip dawg follow me I'ma show you
You coming