Am I Really Going To Die

All alone here on the internet
Looking for cures that ain't invented yet
If I don't want to die then I'm not gonna die
I need validation for your parking lots
Though I'm not sure your science is even worth the cost
She said "Now mister sit down and I'll tell you again
There ain't no magic potion for the state that you're in"
Well I need another opinion see you thanks a lot
I need another prescription from illegal stock
And why I'm so denied is a mystery that no key unlocks
I said "You might as well give enough for six weeks hey
And have you any more info I'll be quiet and pay"
Oh I really can't be dealing with these crooked docs
I see a rare looking bird out the car window
Flying like a sign like he's saying "I know"
This isn't my time to die you're never really gonna die
I never really wanna die I'm never really gonna die
Life it holds a whip and beats you to the clock
But why it picks on mine is an unfairness I can't miss off
I've done the juices and the cleanses but it's too New Age
I'm waiting for the gold that the big labs make
And I'm getting near my wits end with this feudal hock
I find a penny on the floor at the late-night show
And a girl called Lucky well what do you know
This isn't my time to die I'm never really gonna to die
I call my daughter right up just to say "Hello"
I'm clawing at the bottom of an all-time-low
Am I really gonna die
Am I really gonna die
Am I really gonna die
Am I really gonna die
Am I really gonna die
Am I really gonna die
Hey dad don't say that
Hey dad don't say that
Am I really gonna die
Am I really gonna die
Hey dad don't say that
Hey dad don't say that