DISAPPEAR

I started dreaming of a different life
A one were everything just went right
Instead of feeling like I'll die alone
I think about it and I lose my mind
I've never had a night where I don't scream and cry
I'm begging the world tell me what I've done
'Cause I can't lose anybody else
But there's no one left beside me but myself
I'm losing
Everyone that I knew and
How can someone just be your world then turn around
And now you're strangers in a crowd
The truth is
Maybe it's something I'm doing
And I don't wanna be wide awake to realizing everybody's gone
I'm finally giving into all my fears
But do they ever really disappear
And maybe that's just the way my story goes
'Cause I can't lose anybody else
'Cause there's no one left beside me but myself
I'm losing
Everyone that I knew and
How can someone just be your world then turn around
And now you're strangers in a crowd
The truth is
Maybe it's something I'm doing
And I don't wanna be wide awake to realizing everybody's gone