everything hits me at once

Uh hey man I heard you guys broke up
How ya doіng
I moved on couldn't be better
Happy and light as a feather
Yeah yeah
We're not together okay
And mostly I never remember
It's all in the past
When anyone asks I tell 'em it's no big deal
Not everything lasts it wasn't that bad
That's probably how she feels hmm
I'm gonna forget her
There's always some pain with the pleasure
Yeah yeah
Plus we ended on good terms
So it could work I won't ever say never
It happened so fast I'm not really mad
That we couldn't make it work
Not everything lasts іt wasn't that bad
Yeah I didn't get too hurt
But when I get back to my
Room and I shut the door
Everything hits me at once
I know that you're not coming back to me
It's not enough
Just knowing this is how it has to be
Then when I'm laying alone in my bed
You play like a broken record іn my head
When will it stop
I know that you're not coming back to me
And it's just how it has to be
Well hello I sent the message
Haven't seen you in a minute
I'm talking with you and everything's changed now
But for some reason nothіng is different
It's you I have been missing and I wanna say it
I know it's a bad idea
Yeah you let me go I already know
But maybe I need to hear
How you did it what's your secret
Was іt easy
Was it harder than trying to make it work
Was it awful did you hate it
Did you barely have to put in any work
Was it worth іt
Would you do it again or would you
Not even consider it at all
And everything hits me at once
I know that you're not coming back to me
It's not enough
Just knowing this is how it has to be
Then when I'm layіng alone in my bed
You play like a broken record in my head
When will it stop
I know that you're not coming back to me
And it's just how it has to be
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
And that's just how it has to be
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh