I'm An Artiste (Explicit)

I've been an artiste feels like forever
It's fun most of the time
But I can't deny hmm
One day it's good and it's coming together
The next day it falls apart
But I have got the heart
Oh who am I tryna prove it to
When every line ain't making sense to use
I'm lying here so tired and uninspired
All my music just don't sound the same
Am I over my head
I know I've felt some things for far too long
But none of these words can put them into songs
I'll face it
Now I'm just stuck writing this
I'm tired of fumbling and going in circles
Am I fighting with fire
While I'm deep in the water hmm
When I stayed up late 'til the morning arrives
Can't complete these songs even if I tried
I'm tryna tell the truth
But is it getting through
Oh who am I tryna prove it to
When every line ain't making sense no
I'm lying here so tired and uninspired
Second guessing everything today
I mean what do I say
Am I over my head
Got these doubts these thoughts that don't belong
But it's like I'm meant to put them into song
I'll face it
But now I'm stuck writing
This might be a huge mistake
But this still has to be said
If it feels right then it's okay
But **** it put it up anyway
I think too much am I enough
Am I too tough on myself
Who cares if they rhyme if the hook's okay
But **** it
I'm lying here so tired and uninspired
All my music just don't sound the same
Am I over my head
'Cause I know I felt some things for far too long
But none of these words can put them into songs
I'll face it
Now I'm just stuck writing this